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5.3.08

心理准备

我想
很多事情
往往都很难预测到

我一向都很向往
现在却不想想太多

可能失望太多, 所以不敢再奢望

我不喜欢

失败的痛
失望的伤
错过的遗憾
失去的泪水

... 但是这是迟早要面对的事。

人都要学会成长

19 岁的躯体
19 个月大的单纯。

还存在着。

讨厌

等待。

明天会有好事发生。

晚安。

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22:57 EDIT

换了blogsong...
很喜欢杨宗纬唱的歌
都有感动到我

希望他能来新作宣传

"洋葱" 已经上升到第3名哦
请多多投票
让他上榜首

改版专辑应该就要发了吧
这几天去唱片行看看吧
也记得买正版!

3.3.08

搞不清楚

3月3日...

没什么特别。

刚才MSN了一下
聊着聊着，就12点了。

Offline过后，脑袋空空。

想着刚刚吃过的意大利面, 好想再吃多一遍。

读了一些人的部落格
觉得自己应该多一些update
虽然没什么人读
可是还是要交代。

好多好多东西想说
但是却说不出口
不是我不敢说
只怕说了你还是默默不语。

我不红
我想红
机会多
失去多

不懂

我还在努力中
虽然在别人眼中
只是一个普通的人
可是我还是想说

有一天
我一定会改变。

只是
几时？

明天见...

-Andrew

25.1.08

时光机

if only there is a time machine that can bring me back to the past.

did some early spring cleaning today (after all chinese new year is 2 weeks away), and found these photos. super nostalgic. haha. looking at my look then really makes me doubt my age. =x

jus to show a few.... more will come =p

会不会有一天

想起过去我们的靦腆

才更懂珍惜那段太羞涩的岁月

当星光点点落在我已久违的笑容

更加思念和你之间

Primary 6 (2001)

Another one...

More recent one... 3 years back

Search me if you can... haha... =p

-Andrew

17.1.08

当我孤独的时候

下午
一个人
站在列车月台
等着那辆列车。

列车到站
人来人往
那时没什么人
坐下。

整个车厢
一二三四五
冷气
好凉

一站。一站。
差点睡着
打了个大喷嚏
才回到现实。

今天病病的
纸巾整四包
鼻子拼命流
怎么也阻止不了。

到站了
出闸门
觉得电脑还挺重的
应该是累了吧

思绪很多
不知道还要走多远
也许是一种习惯
我学会走下去。

一个人走。

10.1.08

Early Birthday Present... >.<

Exam time table this year!! Haiz~ EXACTLY 3 wks from now!!

Wish me good luck....

-Andrew

9.1.08

平衡点

I find it very hard to achieve.

What have I done wrong?

I cant be like a robot working 24/7.

Maybe I'm not strong enough.

I have too many things to do in life.

Way too many.

Until one point when everything collides, you wanted to do something about it.

And you are confused. Plain confused.

Clueless about everything.

Ended up mind blank. Did nothing.

And getting all the sacastic remarks at the end.

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I don't mean to offend anyone.

It's not your fault.

Sorry that I brought all the trouble.

All the mess.

All the things that ruined my name.

I don't expect you to give me chance.

You're right.

I'm wrong.

Let bygones be bygones.

Episode ended.

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I'm finding a new goal in my life.

No matter how tough it is, I'll still go on for it.

So don't say I have attitude problem from now on.

That is Andrew before 9.1.08. NOT after tonight.

Thank you.

-Andrew

7.1.08

Escaping from reality?

i think i am.

i will quit.

20.11.07

confused.

有些时候, 总不知道自己到底在干什么。

有些时候，觉得自己在梦游。

有些时候，感到一种莫名的孤独。

有些时候，失去了那种平常所有的冲劲。

有些时候，觉得做什么都还是做不好。

有些时候，满足了，还是贪心地要更多。

有些时候，想想过去，总觉得很怪。

过去就让它过去。

这个时候。是应该想想未来。

-Andrew

14.9.07

Everything's coming to me.

很沮丧。

。。。

这几天很难过。总觉得很多东西都不顺利。

星期一。做工作到很晚。整个晚上都睡不着。担心着很多事情。

星期二。需要赶一个 presentation。有一点意见不和。差点吵了起来。烦。

星期三。 presentation 当天。可能是我的表现太烂了。到了问答时间，被问起的都是无厘头的问题。我很生气。 “拜托你问一点正经的可以吗？” 我差一点就喊麦克风了。为什么要这样问。我真的很不明白。工作上又跟 in charge 闹不合。总觉得自己很差劲。毕竟半年了，还是这样原地踏步！

昨天。无缘无故又被骂了一顿。真的不明白，可以为了一个 water bottle 而破口大骂。无聊没事做想要骂就骂？

今天。又被骂。没有理由。所谓谈钱伤感情。

而今天还没结束。

不知道还会有什么坏事会发生在我身上呢？

。。。

无奈。

p.s. melvin, i've heard the dedication. =) thanks!

-Andrew

7.9.07

No Pictures? OOI!

back again! these few days i've taken a lot of pictures BUT i'm just bo-liao to post them up! >.0

yah! indeed i'm very busy (like... erm...)

i'll edit and post the pictures up by tomorrow yah? =)

what to expect:

-Watch exibition (tempus) @ Raffles City 5-9-07 (get ready for the $1.9 MILLION watch)
-Team building games (today)
-Me and my o-m-g-short hair (NO!! i bet you all will puke. but i must still post it up)

... and to those who have my msn, sorry if i've caused some troubles cos i just got that damn virus. *_* urgh.

-Andrew

3.9.07

Sit down and blog again.

This is what i've been telling myself all this while.

And i keep forgetting to do so. Grr.. X(

lol.. so sorry if i've not been updating for too long! =P

Anyway, some updates...

I have finished the 1st stopover (that's Call Centre) in my TEP training... now in EMRS (Event Management Roadshow)... and to my agony (or my luck?)... i'm posted into Bazaar =P lolx

Bazaar is something like a shop, selling various items at clearance prices. =) Currently selling sportswear, ladies cardigans clothes etc. yup. but not nice de la. =x heh. still slacking though... BUT!! i really hope to pick up the pace and work hard to make bazaar a better place =P

Anyway, I'm currently doing personal selling. PLEASE HELP! cos my previous one was ATROCIOUS~

I'm selling MOONCAKES. yup. 八月十五 is just around the corner and what would be more appropriate than MOONCAKES? =)

I'm selling famous brands like TUNG LOK, KEI HEUNG, GOODWOOD PARK HOTEL & BREADTALK. ... and if your friends are getting mooncakes from either of these reputable names, you are in luck! I'm selling the mooncakes at up to 25% OFF!! Bet you all dun want to miss it! If interested, can email to me @ andrew1989singapore@yahoo.com.sg! Or if u have my hp no., sms me oso can =)

...

and now the PICTURE GALLERY!

Shaffiny, Jolene, Me, Germaine

Ms Noor

Ms Yik

Ms Khoo

I bought my NEW phone!! Yipee~~ Nokia 5300...

Shawnny! =D CSS2 Champ!

Kelly Poon's blog guestbook. She left a message for me! XD

Me! Wee~

Coming right up... CSS2 Posters!

-Andrew

13.8.07

Update!

hee! finally have time to sit down and type a proper blog entry!

hmm... updating about myself... =) recently quite busy over my work and studies... although there is no exams for this semester, but work stress everyday is definitely STRESSING!!! x.x WHOA. anyway for me going to finish my attachment at call centre X) finally! and i'll be going to event management next... dunno what's gonna be in stalled for me there... =p

dunno why nowadays keep having the DIZZY SPELL. my head will feel heavy after 2pm. yah and it's 2 pm on my clock now. grrr. so headache. yao si lor. maybe i've not been getting enough sleep for the past few months? haha...

recently my luck has been on the downside. hehe. hope it'll turn around soon =)

Happy Belated Birthday, Singapore =) we love u as a nation.

-Andrew

8.8.07

untitled.

i can't get through this hurdle.

why?

-Andrew

1.7.07

Umbrella!

I'm IN LOVE with Rihanna's UMBRELLA!! <3

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Reply to tags!!

sianx: lol. will send will some time this week FOR SURE!! ok!

melvin: yalor. =.=

Jaychou's fan: haha actually i din took a lot of pics. lol!

Alvinbeo: Welcomed... =)

evonne: within this week ya~ =)

valerie: haha... not too bad... =)

DSJQ: so qiao again lor. haha!! =P

-Andrew

29.6.07

I am.....

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

weet. haha

You Are 12% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

urm. ok lah.

You Should Learn Chinese

Surprised? You shouldn't be - Chinese is perfect for an ambitious person like you.You're a natural entrepreneur, and a billion people are waiting to do business with you!

i'm learning it now! in fact, i master it! =D

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

whoa.

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

i kinda disagree with the 3rd point. but the rest... yep

Your Mood Ring is Light Purple

CleverWittySharp

haha! so clever! =P

Your Outrageous Name is:

Phil McCrackin

Not Phil McSpicy??? =P

Your Japanese Name Is...

Shoichi Masachika

hai.

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.
You would make an excellent:
Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp DirectorCity Manager - Judge - LawyerRecreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales PersonSchool Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

Good evening, I'm Andrew Ng, welcome to Asia Tonight... =P

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious.Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

ya. i LOVE japanese food... and korean too! (oh. i'm so hungry now)

Your Pimp Name Is...

Dr. Mystery

I am a mysterious person. haha

You Are Balanced - Believer - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.
You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma.You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill.You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky.No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt.
You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.You realize that working the system does get you further.You know who to defer to and who to control.When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

Agree completely.

Your Monster Profile

Cruel Cannibal
You Feast On: Tofu
You Lurk Around In: Candy Factories
You Especially Like to Torment: Emo Kids

How does it know i want to eat tofu for lunch???

Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.
Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

oh my.

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 64%

You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people.You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.

wee~

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

hmm. better than being pessimistic.

You Are 36% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.
You are at low risk for having a borderline personality. It is unlikely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

lol. i feel that i am a little bit of.

Your Average American Name Is...

Ronald Alexander Martin

hehe. Ronald Martin! Come on Down! =D

...

and there are a lot more to it. www.blogthings.com

22.6.07

waaah~

i have no motivation at all!!!!!!! aaah....

getting more restless and tired these days... haha! i dunno lor. grrrrrr~~~~~~~ =P

maybe becos i'm getting too little sleep these days. =(

help! gimme some homeishu 养命酒! i can still remember the ad sometime back.

我整天感到疲倦，无法集中精神... =(

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yesterday i was working... and then i was at the cashier doing payment. a lady was about to try her tank top... go changing room change...

... and did not close the door. just directly change lor. (maybe becoz she has an excellent bod?)

-.- okok... so i continue doing my stuffs

until

pop!

aww. guess what i see.

... thankfully the shop was quite empty lor. orelse.

shall nt continue. 不要想太多哦! =P

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just got a notice i will be shooting some photos later.

with my looks can be model? haha.

ok lah... =P i must be optimistic about myself!!!! hehe

THis week sure cannot hit target quota. X.X

haiz. be prepared get scolding next week. =(

-Andrew

19.6.07

Tired x( ZZZzzZZZzzz

havent been getting enough sleep lately.....

usually i sleep around 10-11pm.... latest by midnight

now... i cant get to sleep even at 1am.... sometimes 2am....

and now every morning must wake up early.. to think that i'm usually a morning person... now... =(

waaaah!!! tired!!! X(